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[12 Mar 2006|02:25am] |
It's funny how I:
meet him
chose him
trusted him
believed him
opened up to him
let him come in
loved him
fought for him
blew everything for him
was his 'only one'
let him break my heart
tried to fix it all
miss him
dislike him
care for him
cant stand him
thought he still cared
just want to forget about him..
like he has about me.
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[27 Sep 2005|06:11pm] |
BFF: I broke up with him.
Gurl: He broke up with me.
BFF: why?
Gurl: why did you do that?
BFF: I didnt have any feelings for him anymore.
Gurl: He wanted a break.
BFF: O i see--how are you?
Gurl: not so well.. how did he take it?
BFF: not so well =/
Gurl: I see that him &I are in the same postion.
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| if i could fall in to the sky do you think time would pass us by? |
[25 Sep 2005|09:01pm] |
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Sick of this.
sick of feeling love towards him.
and nothing in return.
he is so confuesing.
he just needs to speak his mind.
but i know him better than that-
so i know that it will take begging
and prying to get him to tell.
as my mother said today while i was sitting
at the table staring out the window
"boi friends make life confusing."
and that is true.
she didnt even know about the whole situation
till homecoming night.
sad that i kept it from her bc. everyone else knew.
i wish it didnt end this way.
its all i can think about.
and my only entry for along time just had to be about him.
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[21 Aug 2005|08:23pm] |
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- um.. soccer has really consumed my life.
- its been an interesting past couple of weeks.
- nothing reallly else to say.
- haha my sister thought i was "talking" to richard. hahaha wow.
- umm... help.
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| ooh, burn. ♥ |
[09 Aug 2005|11:08pm] |
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mmmm.. its been a while.
- i dont feel like a 'real' update but umm. I have just been playing&practicing soccer almost ever day. & then hanging with shelby&megg. lots of fun.
- We went boating.
- Lots of scrimmages.
- Clo's party [which was actually fun]
- FIRST day of HS!! haha it's as fun being a freashie.
- ahh, seeing everyone is soo funny.
- Today we went to Smyrna--its soo freakin far away.But it was fun with Sara & michelle. hahaa.
Randomeesssss::
- Gosh your annoying.
- hahaha, i love to annoy you.
- Boys are stupid.
- David's fun to talk to. haha.
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| So knock me off my feet Come on and give it to me Anything to make me feel alive |
[05 Aug 2005|11:25pm] |
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- Yesterday::
Soccer Scrimage [we won]-Then hung with shelby&megg-stayed up till 4.
- Today::
Woke up at 12:05-Went to get my sched. changed.- came home&slept-went to another soccer schrimage [we won again]-wentto Don Poncho. haha it was sooo much fun.-went back to shelbys& watched Eye for an Eye. ahh thats a weird movie.-came home& talked to ash.
- We're friends...But we argue like craZy
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[04 Aug 2005|12:09am] |
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yea, so its over..
I guess I should trust better...
Dont I feel like an idiot.
Gah, i cant belive i went through this when i was warned.
FAIR WARNING::
GUYS DO LIE.
Man, i wish i would have listend.
&& another thing, if you make a promise..
KEEP IT.
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| today will soon be gone like yesterday is gone like history is gone dont try to prove me wrong. |
[01 Aug 2005|11:52pm] |
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omgosh, Oriantations was soo much fun haha.
jacks was in my group && we were the only gurls.
how normal right? haha.
But it was fun/different seeing everyone.
nobody has really changed--well some people but not alot.
ha, it was fun talking to people & all.
expecally to David & Matthew-- that was too funny.
It put me in a really good mood. =]
haha. too fun.
meggy your gonna love it. =]
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[01 Aug 2005|04:32pm] |
Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"
May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
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| Cause she never lets it go to her heart She never lets it go that far |
[31 Jul 2005|11:50pm] |
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- Wensday::
umm... Church & hung with Jess afterwards.
- Thursday::
Stayed home--Went to walmart for contacts--Picked up Jess--Came here & hung out--Then wentto the athletic club & saw Kirst.--Took him home-- Came home.
- Friday::
Went shopping--Came home & read & packed--Went to jacks &STN-- haha andrew is soo funny when he sleep talks.--AHH I was sooo happy that night. =] i got some lovely i/ms--Went to bed at like 3
- Saturday::
Woke up at 6--Slept in the care--got to the hotel--wentto six falgs-- SOOO Much fun-- haha Brian & kati are soo funny.---
G-unit? haha--SOOO many coasters.--didnt go to bed till like 1:30.
- Sunday::
woke up at 6 then 9--omgosh it was horrible--went to eat [i found out they have better food at Mc Donalds then jsuta bagel and eggs haha]--went to six falgs--rode the coasters & the water rides-- got stuck on theThunder Run--Mk. well we were on the incline on the way up and it paused [and it was sopose to] and then it completly stoped and i was like AHHH bc. i was sitting in front with andrew and we were up there got for ten miunutes and we were thinking about what happen in Cali with that Coaster and then afraid it would go straight backwards but it turened out some kid jumped a fence and triped a safety wire and it stoped.. stupid kid-- hah that was soo funny thought.-- then we left about 7 and came home-- interesting ride home-- MY FONE WAS KILLED =[ i think i should have a funeral. haha juust kidding STUPID WATER. gahh, anyways then i came home.
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| I am a flower quickly fadeing here today gone tommarow. |
[30 Jul 2005|01:28am] |
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- Today was quite interesting.
- Big update when i come back.
- I am soo happy.
- I love jacks & jess.
- Its wonderful.
- This weekend is going to be soo much fun.
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[29 Jul 2005|05:38pm] |
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i adopted a puppy. haha woooow im bored.
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| Ever time we fight, i care, even though i may say i dont, i do. Please tell me you still care too. |
[26 Jul 2005|08:19pm] |
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I just have to point out that my "big toe" is down right discusting from climbing shoes [which are just like extremely tight ballet shoes] & getting a blister from them; then playing soccer in cleets.
- Friday::
Went to lunch with my mother & sisters- went to the runyons to drop some stuff off-didnt go to state-came home.
- Saturday::
Went boating with shelby-hahah, it was soo much fun, my nose was swollen from slamming down on it while tubbing- came home & showered- went shopping with Tabitha-staye at walmart for three hours. yea.-went to target-came home.
- Sunday::
Church-Went to nashville to climb [omgosh it hurt but was soo fun. & im really not that bad at it]-came home&eat- then went to shelbys &hung out.
- Monday::
Re-arranged my room-Ate dinner-went to shelbys & danced. hahahah
- Today::
Got up & watched tv-Read my lovely summer assignment. =/ -- watched more tv & ate-- soccer practice--came home.-- now shelby is coming to STN.-- haha.
- I cant wait till you two come home. =]
- I dont know what im going to do with you.
- Ah, im quite happy, besides the fact of her.
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[25 Jul 2005|11:53pm] |
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Its not working to well...
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[23 Jul 2005|12:04am] |
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Dont you just lover David Anthony Sheron II?
I sure do( ...... )
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| I melt every time you look at me that way ♥ |
[21 Jul 2005|05:33pm] |
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- Monday::
-Went to the St.B. Bois game--They won;which means they are going to state. =]--Then the whole team came back to the runyons house--omgosh, it was sooo much fun. we played football like the whole night. haha too funny.--Then i spent the night at alex's.--
- Tuesday::
-Woke up at 2:30 am. for a call from someone. haha--"what does he want??" haha-- then we went shopping--came to alexs-- played football & basket ball w/ zach & jessie-- went to soccer practice--came home and talked to Jess for a loooooooong time.
- Wendsday::
-Got grounded from the fone and the computer for being on the fone w/ Jess when I was not sopose to be--doesnt matter I used it anyways--Stayed home & didnt even get out of my PJ's alllll day. hahaha
- Today::
-woke up at 8 to go to pick up alex & and go to the gym-- played raquot ball-- went & got contacts for the third time. I have to remeber to stay away from Johnnie with my contacts. hahaha--then we just went back to alex's house--Jess stoped by to get the papers for the sponcerers-- came home.
Random things::
- So it seems like a race.
- Im sorry but i cant make everyone happy. =]
- Get a life, bc. sooner or later your not going to be in mine.
- I dont care what you think.
- This year should be awesome.
- I LOVE MEGAN ELIZABETH STONE. [wooohh i almost but marie with out thinging.freaky. haha]
- I like you & you like me & thats that. =]
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