You'll think of me..

runyon16 @ 2006-03-12T02:25:00

2006-03-12T08:25:32Z

It's funny how I:
meet him
chose him
trusted him
believed him
opened up to him
let him come in
loved him
fought for him
blew everything for him
was his 'only one'
let him break my heart
tried to fix it all
miss him
dislike him
care for him
cant stand him
thought he still cared
just want to forget about him..
like he has about me.

"you and my baby gonna go motor bike ridin."

2005-12-21T08:53:28Z

nobody uses this anymore.
how sad. =[
haha, that would be funny
if everyone started again.
♥

runyon16 @ 2005-09-27T18:11:00

2005-09-28T01:11:31Z

BFF: I broke up with him.
Gurl: He broke up with me.
BFF: why?
Gurl: why did you do that?
BFF: I didnt have any feelings for him anymore.
Gurl: He wanted a break.
BFF: O i see--how are you?
Gurl: not so well.. how did he take it?
BFF: not so well =/
Gurl: I see that him &I are in the same postion.

if i could fall in to the sky do you think time would pass us by?

2005-09-26T02:08:31Z

Sick of this.
sick of feeling love towards him.
and nothing in return.
he is so confuesing.
he just needs to speak his mind.
but i know him better than that-
so i know that it will take begging
and prying to get him to tell.
as my mother said today while i was sitting
at the table staring out the window
"boi friends make life confusing."
and that is true.
she didnt even know about the whole situation
till homecoming night.
sad that i kept it from her bc. everyone else knew.
i wish it didnt end this way.
its all i can think about.
and my only entry for along time just had to be about him.

runyon16 @ 2005-08-21T20:23:00

2005-08-22T01:25:56Z

um.. soccer has really consumed my life.
its been an interesting past couple of weeks.
nothing reallly else to say.
haha my sister thought i was "talking" to richard. hahaha wow.
umm... help.

How can this love be a good thing and I know what I'm going through

2005-08-15T01:51:40Z

*no one coments on this anymore.
*juust been hanging with: megan,john,shelby,clo,david,chris,clay,&marco.
*I miss it.
*I need a Cali trip right now.
*I miss you three!!

ooh, burn. ♥

2005-08-10T04:14:22Z

mmmm.. its been a while.

i dont feel like a 'real' update but umm. I have just been playing&practicing soccer almost ever day. & then hanging with shelby&megg. lots of fun.
We went boating.
Lots of scrimmages.
Clo's party [which was actually fun]
FIRST day of HS!! haha it's as fun being a freashie.
ahh, seeing everyone is soo funny.
Today we went to Smyrna--its soo freakin far away.But it was fun with Sara & michelle. hahaa.

Randomeesssss::

Gosh your annoying.
hahaha, i love to annoy you.
Boys are stupid.
David's fun to talk to. haha.

So knock me off my feet Come on and give it to me Anything to make me feel alive

2005-08-06T04:58:39Z

Yesterday::
Soccer Scrimage [we won]-Then hung with shelby&megg-stayed up till 4.
Today::
Woke up at 12:05-Went to get my sched. changed.- came home&slept-went to another soccer schrimage [we won again]-wentto Don Poncho. haha it was sooo much fun.-went back to shelbys& watched Eye for an Eye. ahh thats a weird movie.-came home& talked to ash.

We're friends...But we argue like craZy

why you foolin with my head i dont think you understand.

2005-08-04T05:16:47Z

I want to thank::
Ashliegh.
Shelby.
Alex.
Jacks.

I want to appoligize to::
Ashliegh.
Shelby.
BOTH Alexs.
Jacks.
&& everyone else who tried to knock some sence into me.

Loveyou.

runyon16 @ 2005-08-04T00:09:00

2005-08-04T05:11:14Z

yea, so its over..
I guess I should trust better...
Dont I feel like an idiot.
Gah, i cant belive i went through this when i was warned.

FAIR WARNING::
GUYS DO LIE.

Man, i wish i would have listend.

&& another thing, if you make a promise..
KEEP IT.

today will soon be gone like yesterday is gone like history is gone dont try to prove me wrong.

2005-08-02T04:58:44Z

omgosh, Oriantations was soo much fun haha.
jacks was in my group && we were the only gurls.
how normal right? haha.
But it was fun/different seeing everyone.
nobody has really changed--well some people but not alot.
ha, it was fun talking to people & all.
expecally to David & Matthew-- that was too funny.
It put me in a really good mood. =]
haha. too fun.

meggy your gonna love it. =]

runyon16 @ 2005-08-01T16:32:00

2005-08-01T21:33:31Z

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?"

May
Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Cause she never lets it go to her heart She never lets it go that far

2005-08-01T05:07:12Z

Wensday::
umm... Church & hung with Jess afterwards.
Thursday::
Stayed home--Went to walmart for contacts--Picked up Jess--Came here & hung out--Then wentto the athletic club & saw Kirst.--Took him home-- Came home.
Friday::
Went shopping--Came home & read & packed--Went to jacks &STN-- haha andrew is soo funny when he sleep talks.--AHH I was sooo happy that night. =] i got some lovely i/ms--Went to bed at like 3
Saturday::
Woke up at 6--Slept in the care--got to the hotel--wentto six falgs-- SOOO Much fun-- haha Brian & kati are soo funny.---
G-unit? haha--SOOO many coasters.--didnt go to bed till like 1:30.
Sunday::
woke up at 6 then 9--omgosh it was horrible--went to eat [i found out they have better food at Mc Donalds then jsuta bagel and eggs haha]--went to six falgs--rode the coasters & the water rides-- got stuck on theThunder Run--Mk. well we were on the incline on the way up and it paused [and it was sopose to] and then it completly stoped and i was like AHHH bc. i was sitting in front with andrew and we were up there got for ten miunutes and we were thinking about what happen in Cali with that Coaster and then afraid it would go straight backwards but it turened out some kid jumped a fence and triped a safety wire and it stoped.. stupid kid-- hah that was soo funny thought.-- then we left about 7 and came home-- interesting ride home-- MY FONE WAS KILLED =[ i think i should have a funeral. haha juust kidding STUPID WATER. gahh, anyways then i came home.

This is Rediculus.

I am a flower quickly fadeing here today gone tommarow.

2005-07-30T06:30:47Z

Today was quite interesting.
Big update when i come back.
I am soo happy.
I love jacks & jess.
Its wonderful.
This weekend is going to be soo much fun.

runyon16 @ 2005-07-29T17:38:00

2005-07-29T22:38:59Z

i adopted a puppy. haha woooow im bored.

Ever time we fight, i care, even though i may say i dont, i do. Please tell me you still care too.

2005-07-27T02:24:17Z

I just have to point out that my "big toe" is down right discusting from climbing shoes [which are just like extremely tight ballet shoes] & getting a blister from them; then playing soccer in cleets.

Friday::
Went to lunch with my mother & sisters- went to the runyons to drop some stuff off-didnt go to state-came home.
Saturday::
Went boating with shelby-hahah, it was soo much fun, my nose was swollen from slamming down on it while tubbing- came home & showered- went shopping with Tabitha-staye at walmart for three hours. yea.-went to target-came home.
Sunday::
Church-Went to nashville to climb [omgosh it hurt but was soo fun. & im really not that bad at it]-came home&eat- then went to shelbys &hung out.
Monday::
Re-arranged my room-Ate dinner-went to shelbys & danced. hahahah
Today::
Got up & watched tv-Read my lovely summer assignment. =/ -- watched more tv & ate-- soccer practice--came home.-- now shelby is coming to STN.-- haha.

I cant wait till you two come home. =]
I dont know what im going to do with you.
Ah, im quite happy, besides the fact of her.

runyon16 @ 2005-07-25T23:53:00

2005-07-26T04:53:20Z

Its not working to well...

runyon16 @ 2005-07-23T00:04:00

2005-07-23T05:05:56Z

Dont you just lover David Anthony Sheron II?
I sure do

NOT. =]

just love me or leave me alone..

2005-07-22T20:24:08Z

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes,
cause better days are sure to come.
And when you smile be sure to smile wide,
and don't let them know that they have one.
And when you walk, walk with pride,
and don't show the hurt inside,
because the pain sill soon be gone.

Chorus:
And when you dream, dream big, as big as the ocean blue. Cause when you dream it might come true.
When you dream, dream big.

And when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud,
cause it will carry all your cares away.
And when you see, see the beauty
all around and in yourself, and it will help you feel okay.
And when you pray, pray for strength
to help to carry on when the troubles come your way.

Chorus

When you cry be sure to dry your eyes,
cause better days are sure to come.
And when you smile be sure to smile wide, and
don't let them know that they have one.
And when you laugh be sure to laugh out loud,
? it will carry all your cares away.
And when you see, see the beauty all
around and in yourself, and it will help you feel okay.
And when you pray, pray for strength to
help to carry on when the troubles come your way.

I melt every time you look at me that way ♥

2005-07-21T23:35:49Z

Monday::
-Went to the St.B. Bois game--They won;which means they are going to state. =]--Then the whole team came back to the runyons house--omgosh, it was sooo much fun. we played football like the whole night. haha too funny.--Then i spent the night at alex's.--
Tuesday::
-Woke up at 2:30 am. for a call from someone. haha--"what does he want??" haha-- then we went shopping--came to alexs-- played football & basket ball w/ zach & jessie-- went to soccer practice--came home and talked to Jess for a loooooooong time.
Wendsday::
-Got grounded from the fone and the computer for being on the fone w/ Jess when I was not sopose to be--doesnt matter I used it anyways--Stayed home & didnt even get out of my PJ's alllll day. hahaha
Today::
-woke up at 8 to go to pick up alex & and go to the gym-- played raquot ball-- went & got contacts for the third time. I have to remeber to stay away from Johnnie with my contacts. hahaha--then we just went back to alex's house--Jess stoped by to get the papers for the sponcerers-- came home.

Random things::

So it seems like a race.
Im sorry but i cant make everyone happy. =]
Get a life, bc. sooner or later your not going to be in mine.
I dont care what you think.
This year should be awesome.
I LOVE MEGAN ELIZABETH STONE. [wooohh i almost but marie with out thinging.freaky. haha]
I like you & you like me & thats that. =]

And see if I care,Look at the way you’re tearing me apart baby,Go on go on go on,Yeah go on go on

2005-07-18T04:03:02Z

Thursday::
-Worked out--X-rays--Came home--Went to the movies w/ Shelby, Alex, Johnnie--Soccer
Friday::
-Jacks,Alex,Johnnie,&shelby were sopse to come over but that fell through--went to Alex's--came home--Shelby,Clo,Thomas,Kris,Zach,Taylor came over & played man hunt--Megg callled. =]
Saturday::
-Clo,Tabitha.&I went to the volleyball car wash--Beat Becca at our 'suds fight' =]--Came home& got ready--Went to Zachs Baseball game [they won]--went back to alex's & played baseball.
Today::
--No church--Went boating instead..all day--Went back to Alex's--Went to St. B for to practice & to watch zachs team.

Somewhere back there I left my worries all behind. My problems fell out of the back of my mind.

2005-07-14T04:59:58Z

--BASICS--
[1] Full Name: Jessica Lynn Runyon-Davis
[2] Nick name: PoP, Jess, M-puppy, Biggens, Horse.
[3] First Breath: May 2nd, 1991
[4] Girl or Boy: Girl
[5] Hair color: Bblonde
[6] Eye color: Blue
[7] Glasses/Contacts: Glasses, but I dont wear them all the time.
[8] Braces: Halfa year left =]
[9] Where were you born: Texas--- like my home gurls. ;]
[10] Current Location: Clarksville, TN
[11] Today's Date: July 13th, 2005
[12] Time: 10:48pm

--SCHOOL--
[13] What grade are you in: 9th
[14] Current G.P.A: beats me.
[15] Favorite grade: um...i dno im hoping this year.
[16] Least favorite grade: 8th or 4th
[17] Favorite teacher: My 1st grade teacher & my 5th grade teacher & MR. MILLER
[18] Least favorite teacher: Mrs. Randolph & Mrs. Allen
[19] Favorite subject: It was Math & Science.
[20] Least favorite subject:now its Lunch. =]
[21] Do you play sports/extracurricular activites: Softball, Cheer, Soccer, Volleyball, Basketball.

--FAVORiTES--
[22] Number: 16
[23] Letter: K Z
[24] Movie: The Notebook, Mean Girls, War of the Worlds
[25] T.V show: Law&Order; CSI
[26] Shoes: Etnies & Reefs
[27] Clothing: Pants&Shorts&Tanks
[28] Song: "This is the call" &"Nuisance" & "listen to your heart"
[29] Candy: Three musketeers.
[30] Food: HotDogs & twistlers & WAFFLES
[31] Singer: Relient K, Barrlow gurls, Thousand foot krutch, Toby mac
[32] Type of music: Christain, Country, PoP, And others.
[33] Fastfood Restaurant: In & out Burger & Chick-Fa-la
[34] Season: Spring or fall
[35] Weekend day: Saturday
[36] Weekday: Friday
[37] Month: April or Oct OR Dec.
[38] Car: HumV or Ford F150 Supercrew
[39] Country: USA
[40] State: Cali.
[41] Boy's name: Asher, Tyler, David
[42] Girl's name: Ryan, Naomi, Eve
[43] Music video: Feels like today.

--WHATS THE FiRST THiNG YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU HEAR--
[44] George Bush: Pres. =]
[45] Laguna Beach: Cali..?
[46] Jessica Simpson: Nick
[47] Hilary Duff: Singer
[48] Britney Spears: Opps i did it again.
[49] Orange: fruit
[50] Love: Isnt just a word
[51] Gay: Dark side.
[52] Donut: My favorite breakfast food.
[53] Water: Rain

--THIS OR THAT--

[54] Rock or Rap: Rock
[55] Rap or Pop: Pop
[56] Rock or Pop: pop OR christain rock.
[57] R&B or Rock: Rock
[58] Metal or Rock: Rock
[59] Pop or R&B: Pop
[60] Pop or Metal: Pop
[61] Rap or R&B: R&B
[62] Britney or Christina: brittney
[63] Hilary or Lindsay: Hilary
[64] Chad Michael Murray or Jude Law: Chad Michael Murray
[65] Gay or Lesbian: Neither
[66] Usher or Justin Timberlake: Usher
[67] Basketball or baseball: BASEBALL
[68] Pen or pencil: Depends
[69] Skateboard or rollerblade: skateboard
[70] Ski or snowboard: Snowboard
[71] Me or you: Depends.
[72] Dora or Blue: whats dora?
[73] Red or Blue: Blue

--FRIENDS--

[74] Best friend(s): Keelan-Alex-Jenn-Megan-Matty [sometimes]
[75] Known the longest: Keelan & Jenn
[76] Craziest: The Krispies & the martins. but they are more family.
[77] Shyest: um.... none that i can think of.
[78] Sweetest: Alex-Jill-Jenn
[79] Nicest: ^^^
[80] Most likely to get lost: Shelby
[81] Most likely to fall in love a lot: Shelby-Matthew [alll Matthews] [but its not love]
[82] Scariest: Well, megan of course. hahaa
[83] Best hair: Sara-chloe
[84] Most athletic: Courtner E.
[85] Most likely to say, "Do you have to be Dutch to wear Von Dutch?": Shelby.
[86] Tallest: The Roberts brothers or Marco
[87] Shortest: Sara-Ash-Brooke
[88] Always there when you need them: Jill-Megg-Jacks-Jenn-Alex
[89] Loudest: My Gurls& EMILY
[90] Funniest: Omogsh... like almost all of them -especially EMILY.-
[91] Best dressed: Emily-Mer&Mich-Sara

--THOUGHTS--

[92] What do you think about gay/lesbian people: I dont preticuarly like it. but have fun =]
[93] George Bush: He's awesome
[94] Suicide: Its stupid.
[95] Boy bands: Depends who it is.
[96] The color pink: It's ok.

--WHAT DID YOU DO--

[97] Last Birthday: nothing =]
[98] Today: Church
[99] Christmas: Went to the Runyon's.
[100] Thanksgiving: Went to IL
[101] Easter:mmm..stayed home&church.
[102] Valentine's Day: It sucked. =]
[103] Yesterday: Soccer
[104] Last weekend: Stayed home& went to church & then spent the night at Mer&Mitchs

--LAST THING--

[105] You ate: PopCorn.
[106] Hugged: Robbie
[107] Kissed: None of your bissness.
[108] Drank: Water
[109] You listened to: Let go-Barrlow girls
[110] Person you saw: My Sister
[111] Person you talked to: Well im talking to johnnie on the fone now.. soo that kinda explains it.

--YES OR NO--

[112] Are you straight: Yes
[113] Are you Asian: No
[114] Are you Caucasian: Yes
[115] Are you Mexican: No
[116] Are you non of the above: No
[117] Do you like eggs: yep
[118] What about candy: yep
[119] Girls: As friends.
[120] Guys: Yeah
[121] You: oh yes...?
[122] Are you glad its over: Yes
[123] What time is it now?: 11:54

runyon16 @ 2005-07-13T21:49:00

2005-07-14T02:51:40Z

Answer:
Yes or No.

Answer:
1,2, or 3

& while your at it tell me
one thing about me you like
&dislike.

Annynomous or Not. doesnt matter.
thanks. =]

runyon16 @ 2005-07-12T23:48:00

2005-07-13T06:40:25Z

oook soo...haha. welll tonight was interesting. =]
3 people. =/ but its ok....its ok.
Tabitha is going back to her old self. Im sooo happy. It was awesome to see her talking to Amanda again. It truly is. Wow, this year should be sooo much fun for her. Wow, i loveee her.
Today alll I did was sleep & play soccer. haha
Yesterday was..fun&interesting.
She said I broke his heart. =[
Tommarow should be.. interesting.
My stomach hurts =[

Every friday night there’s a steady cloud of dust
That leads back to a field filled with pickup trucks
Got old hank cranking way up loud
Got coolers in the back
Tailgates down
There’s a big fire burnin’ but don’t be alarmed
It’s just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm

Ed’s been on the tractor ain’t seen becky all week
Somebody said they seen ’em heading down to the creek
Farmer johnson’s daughters just pulled up in a jeep
Man he knows how to grow ’em if ya know what I mean
Old dave’s gettin’ loud but he don’t mean no harm
We’re just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm

You can have a lot of fun in a new york minute
But there’s some things you can’t do inside those city limits
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm

Well you can come as you are
There ain’t no dress code
Just some rural route rules that you need to know
Don’t mess with the bull
He can get real mean
Don’t forget to shut the gate
Stay out of the beans
If it starts to rainin’ will just head to the barn
We’re country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm

You can have a lot of fun in a new york minute
But there’s some things you can’t do inside those city limits
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm
Ain’t no closing time
Ain’t no cover charge
Just country boys and girls gettin’ down on the farm

Oh let’s get down y’all
Stay out of that hay
-- me & meggs song... haha, dude. major planning is needed on that song.hahaha, ill ttyl about it.

I know there’s something in the wake of your smile.
I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea.
You’ve built a love but that love falls apart.
Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Listen to your heart
When he’s calling for you.
Listen to your heart
There’s nothing else you can do.
I don’t know where you’re going
And I don’t know why,
But listen to your heart
Before you tell him goodbye.

Sometimes you wonder if this fight is worthwhile.
The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.
They’re swept away and nothing is what is seems,
The feeling of belonging to your dreams.

And there are voices
That want to be heard.
So much to mention
But you can’t find the words.
The scent of magic,
The beauty that’s been
When love was wilder than the wind.

She fooled all of her friends into thinking she's so strong, but she still sleeps with her
light on, and she acts like It's all right on, as she smiles again her mother lies there sick
with cancer, and her friends don't understand her, she's a question without answers, who feels
like falling apart. She knows, she's so much more than worthless,
but she needs to find her purpose, she wonders what she did to deserve this and..

She's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out,
' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

He tells everyone a story, because he feels his life is boring, and he fights so you won't
ignore him, because that's his biggest fear, and he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He
loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He
knows, He's so much more than worthless, he needs to find the surface, because he's starting to
get nervous.

He's calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, ' Cause everytime I fall down, I
reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm asking
you, to show me what this life is all about.

Have you ever felt this way before? 'cause I don't wanna hide here anymore. Take me to place
where nothing's wrong and thanks for coming, shut the door. They say someone out there sees us,
Well if you're real then save me Jesus, cause I've been here for far too long. I wasn't meant
to feel alone.

And now I'm calling out to you, this is a call; this is a call out, 'Cause everytime I fall
down, I reach out to you, and I'm losing all control now, and my hazard signs are all out, I'm
asking you, to show me what this life is all about.

Show me what this life is all about
Show me what this life is all about

she knows shes worth much more than worth less. shes trying to find a purpose.

2005-07-12T21:43:48Z

Ok things are better. we worked it out about that night.
Jacks birthday was....fun.
I did it again....

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Describe me in one word.
7. What was your first impression?
8. Do you still think that way about me now?
9. What reminds you of me?
10. If you could give me anything what would it be?
11. How well do you know me?
12. When's the last time you saw me?
13. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
14. Are you going to put this on your website and see what I say about you?